My own worst enemy

So, this month I am on "research" but I get to take call with the trauma/acute care surgery team once a week. I was like SWEET, I can get back to the OR. So I was on call yesterday with them. Now, in terms of medical jargon, a white cloud is someone who brings good luck to the team... i.e. NO WORK. I have had this title for awhile now. Therefore, 24 hours on call wanting nothing more than to get to operate, we get NOTHING. No appys, no gallbladders, no anything. Really...really....My white cloud is becoming my own worst enemy. Damn it, need some OR air!.....